I just found out I sound extremely musty, and immature, and weird, and idiotic, and singlish. It's just that I sound VERY differently to myself. And neither my English nor my Mandarin sounds correctly.
My pronounciation is good, but it's just that accent that's holding back. That accent that gives people the impression that you're "trying very hard" to speak proper English. Mandarin is okay, but it seems as if I'm from other region that still, after so many years of speaking, doesn't grasp the language well. I would't blame my English for being bad, since I don't really speak English at home and neither do I read any articles of any sort. But being THIS BAD, it's really unexpected. Maybe it's just me, having some kind of a midlife-crisis. LOL. Okay, that was a joke. Okay. I get it. Not very funny.
Anyway, I just realised life could be very meaningful, it totally depends on yourself. If you want it to be, then it will. If you don't, then it'll naturally won't be. But then again, looking back, there isn't much to do anyway. But for other bookworm/stay-home-boi-boi (or gurl-gurl) like me, then there's quite a whole list of stuff you can do. I'll just list some down.
Firstt, from the very top of my head, you can umm, watch dramas/tv series online. But it's a pity that the internet content from FOX, ect are only available for U.S. citizens. Aww, but don't get all welled up, there's always tudou, youtube, ... I sound like a advertiser.
Oh, oh, oh! Next next! What I love to do is sing at the top of my voice! I guess many does that, but anyway, er, something to consider. I DO have a lovely voice! Oh, who am I kidding.
Studying is good too. Sometimes when you feel too bored, just pick up your Biology book (simply because Biology is sooo interesting!), or any other book, storybook, pictures books (lol). eh, Okay. Once again, I fail at my joke. Oh wow.
I like to draw when I have the time. Perharps it's in my genes that I'm able to draw. But it really makes me happy to complete a piece of artwork. I usually like to draw still-life, but then again, it's great to kind of draw out the exact same picture from a photo. I consider that still-life too, except it's not really... st...ill lif..e....
Or if you like, you can try looking up singing/dancing/acting programs from the internet and practice the lessons at home. Well, if that's really where your passion is. Then go ahead. I'm really hyped up knowing the fact that I'm going to learn French (at the end of the year) ! (well, although I might not really suceed in learning). That serves as a motivation for me to perservere.
Time to go eat. LOL. Okay, I'm really hoping to get my languages (esp. English) right, because basically I'm really influenced by the media and I'm really looking forward to working and studying in America. I just hope racism is not an issue there... aha. ambitions!
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